missin' something...

should've felt happy and enjoyed the long long weekend but this weekend sucked big time... except dat i managed to get most of the xmas and birthday pressies on Sat...

by now i should've have re-charged myself n be ready to get back in action in office tmr... but i just felt weird and something's just not quite right... i have no idea wat's exactly causing this upstir in my mind but it's definitely bringing veri veri bad mood swings...

was it the faith n trust in him that has slumped to a (-)ve sign? was it "PS, I Love You" dat made me feel for the character in the book n tear in every few pages? was it cos there is no more vacation to look forward to at the end of the year? was it cos Bro had gone back to camp and the only sign of life (cos he never turns off his tele even tho his mind is kept focus on WOW-ing) other than myself in the hse will only return the comin' weekend? was it cos B had gone back home? was it cos the tele programmes suck cos i've practically watched every drama Channel 55 and 255's showin'? was it cos of the entire gloomy and wet day?

tis could be a test of faith from the man up there... i will overcome tis, i know dat i will... n i ken only do it on my own...

well, the good news is dat:
1. tis week in office is shorter by one day.

2. pay day is due in another 5 days, i.e. Sun which means I'll get the money most prob on Fri or Sat (the latest)
3. i'm almost finishing up "PS, I Love You" and will carry on to a new book which is less upseting (God! i'm never reading such sad stories again!)
4. we'll be welcoming 2009 very very soon!
5. daddy n mummy r going on a vacation (YES! jus the 2 of them!!! teehee...)
6. i'm starting to do some serious financial planning!!!...
7. i'm meeting up with Jas, Jing2, Chris and Jules for Xmas Dinner!
8. n i'm on leave next Mon too! another long weekend... hope i'll enjoy tis one...

PS: "PS, I Love You" is really sad... I can really feel for Holly for mi being everso emotional and imaginative...